What does photo it mean to you? Aww, this is how Im feeling right now, to me its like part of my inside (heart) is slowly beating like that mildew drips.
I just stepped back a little and instead of reacting to every little thing, I let it go till next time. All my emotions inside as been in whirlwind this past week with so much happening to me. Many emotions not just sad or happy I mean lots: anticipation, hurts, sadness, happy, crying jag, relieved, joy, lonliness, overwhelming, panic attacks, anxiety, wanting and etc etc. I try my best not to react faster than quick mcdraw but sometimes I guess Im gluttoned for couple punishments aye, oh I know this don't make hell lot sense but to me it does lmao. Thats why I choose this place where I can be myself sometimes and not have to feel like I gotta please everyone. Whenever I dew have chance to write 'get real' it be right here on this site. Yah would love to hear a few feedbacks but not in hurry for when it comes it comes aye lol.
I been avoiding a couple sites well for one I am very behind and I really love them because they are about music, music my most most passion of all times, gee that sounds a bit pathetic ya think? lol well for one music cannot hurt me in any which way. I feel safe with my music. The other of course is blogs bcos I love to write and share but its really mostly for public and really dont feel intimacy like here where its just me and you whoever is reading this. I feel bit comfort here like I can shed my tight skin and weep my heart out if I want too w/o anything tryin to console or give me their (well meaning) wisdom and wise words for me to calm my seas down aye lol. I want to feel free in expression myself whether its adultwise or childest lol is that pretty raunchy of me??? Guess so. I sighs.
Anyway enough for this post, right now I got so much things to dew and will come back real soon.
Day after day, I'm more confusedYet I look for the light through the pourin' rainYou know that's a game that I hate to looseAnd I'm feelin' the strainAin't it a shameOh, give me the beat boys and free my soulI wanna get lost in your rock n rollAnd drift awayOh, give me the beat boys and free my soulI wanna get lost in your rock n rollAnd drift awayBeginnin' to think that I'm wastin' timeI don't understand the things I doThe world outside looks so unkindNow I'm countin' on youTo carry me throughOh, give me the beat boys and free my soulI wanna get lost in your rock n rollAnd drift awayYea, give me the beat boys and free my soulI wanna get lost in your rock n rollAnd drift awayAnd when my mind is freeYou know a melody can move meAnd when I'm feelin' blueThe guitar's comin' throughTo soothe meThanks for the joy that you've given meI want you to know I believe in your songAnd rhythm and rhyme and harmonyYou help me alongMakin' me strongOh, give me the beat boys and free my soulI wanna get lost in your rock n rollAnd drift awayGive me the beat boys and free my soulI wanna get lost in your rock n rollAnd drift awayOh-ho, ah-noGive me the beat boys and free my soulI wanna get lost in your rock n rollAnd drift awayHey, hey, hey, yeahGive me the beat boys and free my soulI wanna get lost in your rock n rollAnd drift awayNa, Na, now won't yaWon't ya take meOh-ha, take me
Mirror mirror on the wall, please grab me before I fall!
and I pinky promise I won't bang my head against the WALL {aye lmao;)}
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(((((((HUGZ)))))..CUZ I THINK U NEED ONE RIGHT NOW AND CUZ I WANNA..THIS IS THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH RAW EMOTIONS WRITTING.
ReplyDeleteTHX FOR SHARING :)
This is spitting tight ass blog girl. I wish I have half of couraaaage and nerve like you. Photo says lots and can interpret many different meanings. But way you describe yours is huge. **Hugs U tite** Keep writing for I found our myself is the only way to purge lol. Peace.
ReplyDeleteHun A change is as good as a rest..and if the people .who want you to please them .instead of seing your turmoil..Start by pleasing yourself..oppps dnt mean that..but wnt do no harm ..lolz sorry..Do what you need to do to make you happy..be among those that make you happy..life is too short hun..and some people u just cnt please..grt post
ReplyDeletewelcome !.girl live for you!!! those people you trying to plz ..and that you have to come here away from them.dont deserve your time or tears and they propbably wnt know or care you are here too busy with themselves..good post.
ReplyDeleteI feel the tears your soul is crying
ReplyDelete((((((HUGZ))))) thx for sharing emotions brave.some of the best sellers are wrtten raw straight from the heart....and a wonderful way of putting emotions into perspective ...go gurl
Because existence can become severe
ReplyDeletein one day,
just sense me and I'll be there.
In the minds eye,
I'm not so far away.
If you hold out your hand,
in the whispers,
I'll become the zephyr.
and besiege you.
If your eye's upon the stars,
in the crystalline darkness,
I'll become the moon.
And the light shall guide you.
If you rest upon the ground,
in the warmth,
I'll become the grass.
And embrace you.
If you turn outside,
in the wetness,
I'll become the rain.
An upon your forehead, kiss you.
If you free the air,
in the light of day,
I'll become the sun.
And smile for you.
Between the miles-
if you need me.
Have I ever not felt such deepness of soul bit bleeding falling from heart like you. I feel for you for my eyes are swollen and nose red but want to hold them in a bit till I feel your soul and wrap my heartbeat around so hold tight. Thanks for sharing such moving post. Will come back later and sign up so can keep in touch somehow. (Hugz) Keep writing.
ReplyDeleteJust for you to help brighten up your day. I feel for you and haven't felt such heartfelt tug in long time. Keep it up lady and you will rise very strong spirited songbird. Glad came across this blog. (Hugs)
ReplyDeleteMagic moments happen in our lives
when we are kissed by an angel
under the moonlight.
A magic moment we cling on to,
just one of the many magic moments
our lives pass through.
The sweet scent of flowers that surround us
in the summer while love lingers in the air,
more magic moments there.
Magic moments that fill our lives with joy,
moments that rekindle love’s dying flame
making it burn strong again.
keep writing your heart and soul for it will make your life more bearable and tolerable.
I.W.
feeling the song here and feels alike I'm just want to drifts away with you. Please keep sharing your thoughts with us because I want to feel or feel what you feeling 'in the moment' and just sail on into the bright moonlight.....
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